Hi guys,
I want to apologise to everyone for the lack of posts on this blog.
Right now I am not doing well at all. This is probably the worst I have been during this whole fucking saga called my life. For the first time in my life the word suicide has entered my thoughts.
I have been extremely hurt and angry. And as usual Charlie and his constant behaviour has not made it any easier to deal with. If I am truthful it has made things worse between us.....but I will divulge more in future posts.
Now I have made the decision to write blog posts in my current state of mind. I want to apologise because they will not be up to the normal standard because of where my head is. My thoughts are all scrambled into each other and soemtimes I feel they just don't make sense.
So if I confuse you when you read please accept my apologies. But right now I just need to get it all out. Don't feel you need to leave comments because I am happy just to write. I have not even attached a statcounter to this blog so won't even know who has read!
Thanks for your continued support.
Kate
About Me
- kissmekate
- This blog is my journey through the rollercoaster of emotions experienced when one partner goes beyond the boundaries of marriage. Experience the highs and the lows associated with infidelity, the raw emotion the hurt partner experiences. Who knows how this journey will end....'cause I don't. Come along for the ride and travel the path with me .....it could be an interesting journey!
8 comments:
Hey Kate ... sweetie, hold on!
There IS light at the end of the dark tunnel.
Please tell me that you have someone you trust to talk to ... so important. And don't rule out med's - they don't have to be forever .. just till you can feel lighter.
I think of you often, seriously ... here on the other side of the world I think to myself "I hope Kate is doing ok today" ...
Thank you for including me.
Frannie
Just know we are here for YOU.
We are here for you...
This Canadian SAHM is thinking of you right now and giving you a big hug...
Take care!
One day at a time. You will get through it. You will be happy again, someday.
I read a quote that said "Hope is the pillar that holds up the world". If you can search and find just a little, it will be such a source of strength.
Hoping that you find hope in abundance.
yes, believe me, Kate - I've had my share of very bad thoughts. I guess we just have to continue to push forward... *sigh* it's hard, isn't it??
Kate...you'll get through this. There is a light at the end of the depression tunnel. Suicide is NEVER an option. I KNOW this. Push on and forward. It will be the hardest thing you've ever done, but it will be worth it in the end when you find happiness again and are thankful to be alive.
Oh, and get yourself on some meds if you can. It's not a permanent solution, but it will help give you that extra little push you need to get what you need to get done through the day. Sometimes you need that extra bit of energy and light to battle depression the right way.
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